5:18 PM Matthias: how are you?

5:19 PM me: well, I’m not sure but trying to do work for Canberra, Nissen project and especially the exhibition which gets installed tomorrow. If that goes well, I will feel better tomorrow…

5:21 PM Matthias: that’s good.

still… lots of stuff on your plate.

me: yes… but I’ve had coffee so the night will be my friend

5:23 PM I hate that this interferes with my family life again and again…but I am probably better being at a project than between projects when I start to wonder about life …and my family

Matthias: yer. what do u mean by that last line?

5:25 PM me: I mean that despite my best efforts…I worry very much about all of you!

5:26 PM Matthias: aw… thats nice to know.

but i imagine is interferring

me: And life…well…as long as I don’t ask ‘why’ I am really doing this, I am better off. There is no good reason except that despite all, I do feel that I should be doing this work

5:27 PM Matthias: yer.

don’t ask too many questions

5:28 PM what a tough gig.

5:29 PM me: ok…love you much…I will get back to the emails, etc and catch ya lata

5:30 PM Matthias: love you too. so much.